Friday, August 29, 2008
Shall start fasting with my Muhd.. no.. i think is all the Muhd and lady-Muhd too. My Muhd says fasting is to help wash away the sins that we made and also train our self-discipline. Self-discipline is something that I think I really short of. I just can't seems to control my thoughts. The evil and lazy thoughts always overthrow my self-discipline. In another words, I don't have any of it!! Arrgghh.. If I could really fast throughout the whole fasting month, I think it will be a big accomplishment to me. Feel like promising God something AGAIN.. but I remembered what Baby told me. Better not.. It's better to be safe than sorry. It's not that I don't have confidence in myself or I harbour any thoughts of i giving up. But it's just not the same anymore if you were to make a promise to God.
All I could do is just pray.