What a fuck ass bitch!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

OMG.. My blood pressure is going to shoot up HIGH!! Hahaha. I am tooo into it. I wonder how am I going to survive without TVB!

Aniwae.. the fuck ass bitch is the character 米雪 playing in 溏心风暴II之家好月圆. She so evil can!! Just because 阿卡 refuses to call her "mum" then she ask those bad guys to teach him how to gamble, lead him astray~! OMG!! Can't believe that man!! She is such a whore!! I hate her!! Hahaha. I hate her only in that show. But in the previous season she is a nice lady. Arrgghh.. I need some sleep. I just can't control myself. I am beoming into a HK DRAMA FANATIC! I want stay in HK to be updated with the latest HK drama~!! I want go HK find my 陈豪!! So man! So tall! So handsome! So cheeky! So cute somemore!! Hahaha. My chinese-版 Brad Pitt!! Hehehe.

I can hear motorbikes and cars. 430am in the morning now and I am still awake! I wonder how am I going to wake up early tomorrow. Mission Impossible~!

Thursday - Eat porridge, sing K, most importantly MJ whole night
Saturday - Sentosa!

Hahaha. So looking forward for our next faggots outing.
Friday's steamboat is splendid! Hahaha. Though we wasted lots of food but still we have lots of good time too. True enough, I am always the one who prepare all the food and blah and blah. But I kinda enjoy doing it. Hahaha. I guess I just want to spend time with them la~! I am lonely! I need friends! Hahaha. And I think I enjoy myself more with this group of friends. Oopps.. Did I offend my other groups of friends? Hahha. NOLAH! MJ and gang, I also enjoy myself with you guys k! Just that you all are Uni undergrad.. very the busy.. no time entertain me!! =)

Larry and Yixian going to POP soon~! Time flies flies flies.. Never been to a single POP before, wonder how is it like.. And I doubt I got the chance to go see Fucker's POP. His papa mama still don't know about us.. it's an underground love.. 见不得光. Hahaha. Think I can only give my first time to my SON ba!! Hahaha. Hope Lar and Xian POP happy happy! Guys, enjoy your NS before stepping into this complicated society. Everything changes but I hope the relationship between us wun change along the way. Still talk cock as usual, mock each other as usual and never put anything to heart.

忽然发现我是一个很念旧的人. Hahaha.

Off to zzzzzz..

I am still praying..

It's finally over. Or rather, I hope it's finally over. I hope TYY will at least give me a D- for COMPTECH. Hahaha. As in, that is the worst that I could hope for. Please, I just want to clear everything and say BYE BYE. Already 6 months late, I don't wish to stay any further. Please. Anyone that knows me and find me nice, please pray hard for me~! Hahaha. Hmm.. Should I send an Email to TYY?? Hahaha. Hope he will remember my admission no and be more lenient to me.

Shall start fasting with my Muhd.. no.. i think is all the Muhd and lady-Muhd too. My Muhd says fasting is to help wash away the sins that we made and also train our self-discipline. Self-discipline is something that I think I really short of. I just can't seems to control my thoughts. The evil and lazy thoughts always overthrow my self-discipline. In another words, I don't have any of it!! Arrgghh.. If I could really fast throughout the whole fasting month, I think it will be a big accomplishment to me. Feel like promising God something AGAIN.. but I remembered what Baby told me. Better not.. It's better to be safe than sorry. It's not that I don't have confidence in myself or I harbour any thoughts of i giving up. But it's just not the same anymore if you were to make a promise to God.

All I could do is just pray.

21/8 - customers said that I am the walking advertisement for the Keiza Band that we are selling.

22/8 - customers asked for my number and kept saying that I am beautiful and sweet but just a little plump-.- but the main thing is, I am beautiful and sweet!! Wahahahahaahahaha!!

I am so tactless today!! There was this very very nice customer who showed me her son pic and I actually commented that her son was so young!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! wtfwtfwtfwtf!! I don't know what the fuck am I talking about. OMG! It's like I am trying to imply that she is old la! No wonder she never reply me back. I am so sorry. Luckily she is nice. Never scold me. Phew.. I am so sorry. I am really sorry~! Hais. NO matter how many times I apologised here, she will not be able to see it. So what for? Hais. Paiseh big time lA! I didn't mean it.

Muhammad and I are officially 2 years old now. And the wonderful Muhammad Fakhruddin choose to celebrate our 2 year anniversary's EVE in MOS with his friends! Nabei kuku bird plus nehnehpok and sotong head!!!
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I can't blame anyone on that. Cus I allowed him to go willingly. Hais.. What to do? I am a perfect understanding girlfriend~! Even though he don't allow me to step into those clubs, I still let him go. Hais.. See la!! This type of gf where to find??? Hahaha.

This post should be categorised under self-flattering post.. Hahaha. I most have ate too much today. That's why I am so happy. Lols. Enough of all those shit! I want to sleep~!

Ohhh.. One happy thing to share!!
Delphine, Geraldine and I will be taking advanced diploma together next year!! Wee wiut~!! I have my Geraldine with me and I no need to face Delphine Hong all by myself. Wooohhooo~~! :x Chill del.. Lols.. I am just kidding. You know where u always stand in my heart. Look at my friendster pri pic and you will understand all. hahahaha.. BYE~!! Can't wait to be classmates with my ah dine again. Hais.. If only all the faggots can unite together again and take advanced diploma together. :( Really miss those days. The responsibilities that we will be facing in the future are something that you can't imagine at all. You got to have a taste of it yourself in order to understand it fully.

I am still sooo lonely.. :)))))) I must smile cus I am not the most unfortunate one~! There are more that are worst. :))))

Errrmm.. He is such a HOTTIE!
Hehehe.
Adam. Please be mine! :)))

I love his voice, his band and his everything~!
Lols..

Finished another hk drama again. Crap.. My dark circles are not going to leave me le~!! I just can't stop watching all those drama.

I am Hong Kong Drama Queen! Heehee. =)

oh..
Happy birthday Larry! :)

hmm.. celebrate larry's birthday today. For some reason, I really love this gathering dinner very much. Everything is good. Oh.. Larry lost his buddy JW today. I think his brothers getting lesser and lesser liao. WAHAHAHAHAHA.. ehh.. hope he will find the one he is looking for now. =)

Lance is turning over a new leaf. Hahaha. Hmm.. actually he also not that bad.. he just like to promote evil stuff plus abit of tiko-ness and la-sup~! Other than that, okay la! Lols.

I am confused and lost. Hahahaa. I am alone and I must learn to be independent. =) Sometimes I wonder, should I thanks GOD for giving me a chance to experience so much at my age or should I feel sad about all the things that've happened? But no matter what, I think is a bliss for me to meet Din. He really important in my life. As in, he really did alot for me. I cannot say that I am a DAMN faithful person. In fact, I fell in love quite easily. But I will be responsible over my relationship and I wun do anything that would let my another half down. Hmm.. I guess is a test la. I still love him dearly now. =) Nobody knows what's going to happen tomorrow. I just know that I love him 100% today. And hope that I will love him 100% tomorrow. And everyday will be a routine.. till I found a reason to end it or something happen to end this routine. Hahaha. People don't misunderstand. Nothing happen between me n din. I guess I am just being random. Think too much I think. Maybe because Papa move out le ba.. Is okay~! I still got my policeman brother at home protecting me. HAHAHA. A very 勉强 de laughter. Arrrggghh.. I don't know la. Life is problematic. I once said that LIFE stand for Living In Fucking Emo-ness.. =)

Tomorrow will be a happy day. Going TAKA fair with baby Xavier. I love him and he love me. =) Baby is the best. Nothing to worry. Wake up.. play.. cry.. eat.. slp.. wake up agn.. eat agn.. bath.. eat one more time.. den sleep. carefree man! He is like an emperor la! Once he feels emo.. he cry.. and everyone will crowd around him and find ways to make him happy. Nabei.. Like 小霸王!! He rules everything la. His crying does all the work. I want to be a baby! Hmm.. but I think I want a baby more!! My maternal instinct is rising.. I can picture myself taking care of my baby with my husband and enjoy every minute of it. Hahaha. I knew I am a very traditional woman all along. I want to get married and settle down and have baby and take care of my husband and baby. Hahaha. =)

我疯了!
bye..

Home Alone.. =)

Wednesday was a wonderful day!! I spent my whole day with baby Xavier, carrying him, tickling him, smiling at him, feeding him milk and took car car with him. Hahaha. I love him to bits! He is simply too adorable. How I wish I can kiss his cheeks and pat him to sleep every night. Hahaha. The first thing I am going to do tomorrow is to go up and play with him~!! Hehehee. I love my nephew very much!!

Work work work.. Next week I only off on Wednesday and Saturday.. But is ok! Work more, earn more. I want money!! Or rather I need money!

Elaine is on LEAVE for one whole week and left me alone in Singapore facing that Nurfaedah aka Muhd Edah. x_x
Hahha..

Ok lah! I do enjoy myself very much at Evita Peroni. The people there are very nice to me. I just hope that things will change for a better for Edah asap. =)

Ohhh.. Eishah is leaving soon. Sunday is her last day and that stupid Muhd Edah made me work at MSQ!!!! =( Although we didn't spend much time working together but I really like her very much. She is a nice girl. Stay strong girl! Hope we got the chance to meet up again someday.

I need to settle my library fines asap! I want to borrow books! I want to read books! I sold my PSP long time ago! I feel SOOOOOOOOO BORED in the MRT! I want to read STORY BOOKS!! I want to read any BOOKS! ARRGGHHH.. I just want to read something in the train~

I am crazy~! I just miss my Muhd Fakhruddin too much!! Sunday seems soooooo faraway.. Sunday sunday.. Faster come..

:))))))

UP UP UP!!

I am done with EIC and MCFA! =)
28.8.08 - COMPTECH Paper
Soon, it's time to say goodbye.

Hmmm.. I want to LAO SAI!! Went to eat 麻辣火锅 with ah dine and delphine today and I want to LAO SAI very much!! There is this weird weird queasy queasy feeling revolving in my stomach but the SAI just refuses to come out! Arrrrrggggghhhh~~~~~ I already eaten 2 slice of papaya to accelerate the process of shitting liao but still nothing happen!! Siannn... What can I do to LAO SAI? Lols..

SAI SAI SAI.. Please show yourself. =)

I am waiting for Saturday. Looking forward to meet up with all of them. Hee.
Ermm.. To Yixian..
YES. YOU SLIMMED DOWN ALOT AND WE ALL MISS YOU VERY MUCH! WE MISS YOU MORE THAN WE MISS LARRY! LARRY IS JUST A JUNK OF CRAP COMPARE TO YOU! YOU ARE ALWAYS THE MOST IMPORTANT IN OUR HEART! WE MISS YOU YIXIAN! AND THE MACDONALD MAC SPICY IS REALLY VERY JUICY! WE WILL TREAT YOU THAT ON SATURDAY! MUACKS! =)

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My Muhammad is on his way to Redang Island now. Leaving me alone in Singapore Island. Arrrgghh... I miss him~~ Hais..
Hahahaha. Today I finally see Din's brother! A cute guy with very sweet smile! I just love the way he smile. Look so cute and innocent.
Baby.. I will keep my promises and I will pray for your safety every night until you come back. =) I miss you.

Lasstly, I pamper you so much my friend. Don't think too much. Somehow, I feel so useless cause I know I can't do anything to help you feel any better. But no matter what, you always have us! =)

Hahaha.
I can't believe it man!

Next week I only work for 3 days leh!! Hahaha. I feel happy cause I finally have the chance to stay at home and rest. But I feel sad also. Cause... My muhammad going to Redang AGAIN!! Omg! He going to Redang with his brother & friends!! So I am going to be LONELY LONELY!!
Hais..

Our dearest father is out in the jungle now I guess. Hahaha. Wish him luck. May God be with him and protect him from all the 好兄弟 that he don't want to see. =) And those 好兄弟 please stay far far away from him. Cause our father low very timid de. Heehee. Lols.

Meeting father on Saturday. That fella! Want us to but shoe for him again! And he want a CANVAS shoe again!! omg! Last year also canvas shoe, this year also canvas shoe. Think of something new leh.. A boring man indeed. =X

Stupid Zo Quek came to my shop today and 炫耀 that he enjoying his NATIONAL DAY with his beloved gf! Nehnehpok! I working like hell and my Muhammad there celebrating with his friends.. *sad* And the stupid Quek Quek duck still want to come my shop and 踩我两脚!! Kanasai!

Argghh.. I want go wash clothes.. BYE!

6 August 2008.
The day that we have been waiting for 3.5 years. =)
Hahaha. Finally, everything is over. Our Final Year Project is finally over!! Which is to say that we are one step out of Singapore Polytechnic! Mr Nee guarantee us a PASSED! But PASSED is so attainable. What I want is a B!! Hahaha. I really hope to get a B and I will be very very contented.

I shall make full use of this week to relax and do abit of TYY's datasheet. Haha. Next week will be the initial stage of our battle!
Monday : EIC role play test
Tuesday: Priya's ICA test
And all TYY's reports to be handed in by this week.

The next important date to Del, Kel and I will be 28/8/08.
After 28/8, we will be freed!!!!!!!!!
Omg!

Poly life without the fa99ots are really not that fantastic. Though Delphine & Kelvin are still around, the feeling is just not there without them. Sometimes you feel sooooo reluctant to go to school but the thoughts of going to school and "ha-la" with them (9 of them) will kind of motivate you a little and you will find yourself in school in the end. Hahaha. That is the power of 猪朋狗友!! Wahahahaa!!

Kind of looking forward to my future working life. Picturing myself working every monday to friday, meeting up with my faggots for dinner sometimes and saving up all my weekends for my NS Muhd. The thing that I really look forward to is earning my own money and never to depend on others anymore. Never to depend on them entirely! Haahahaha.

11pm lo!! I made a promise to myself that once FYP is over, I will start my beauty sleep EVERYDAY! I want those dark circles to shoo off from my beautiful face!!

Hmm.. THANK YOU Yixian & Polly for wishing us good luck for our FYP. Hahaha. See, both of you so compatible. Polly, forget about your HAN, Yixian is 100 times more handsome than him. The "Yixian" now is completely different can! He shed off almost 10kg and became sooooooooooooooooooo hunky now! Trust me! Yixian is a 大鱼!!! And Yixian, remember what we remember? Polly is not bad too! =)

Good night...
Signing off to welcome my beauty sleep!

Mummy 3 is NICE!
Brendan Fraser is sooooooooooooooooooooooo CHARMING!Hahaha. You can't say he is handsome but he is just so charismatic. And.. Delphine, you are a LARGE light bulb. Lols. =X Just joking la! Hahaha.

Thought of watching MONEY NOT ENOUGH 2 but in the end I decided not to. Lols. My money already not enough, I really don't feel like watching such movie also. Hais.

Ohh.. Zo came to TAKA to visit Lance and I on Sunday. Still going on well with his girl. Wish him happy! =)

Presentation on Wednesday. Hope there will really be a presentation on Wednesday. Hahaha.

Tomorrow still need to work. Sian sian sian. Hope my July's pay will be on time! Lols. Lastly, I love my Muhammad very very much!

Meet up with our handsome father low today.
Hmm.. Still as handsome as ever, plus a little cuteness now with his round round head. Lols. He must be flying up high now if he read this. But he is still as gay as ever. Gaying around with his best buddy Junwei. Best buddy that don't remember his birthday. Oops~ =X Hahaha. Good luck for his first field trip. Hmm.. Don't worry lar, you won't see anything that u should not see de. Hahaha. Think of your moo moo Delphine and you will realise that nothing can be more scarier than that. WAHAHAHA.

It's good to see everyone of them growing up to be abit more man. Hmm.. Even though some of my secondary school boys are still rather HMMM... Hahaha. But whatever it is, is good to see everyone of them healthy and happy la! Suddenly remember about the end of the year trip that Yongsheng mentioned on our last gathering.. Hmm.. should I go thailand with Delphine or holiday with my friends leh? *confused*

August liao. And I am still like that. DIE LE LA! Hais.