hmm.. celebrate larry's birthday today. For some reason, I really love this gathering dinner very much. Everything is good. Oh.. Larry lost his buddy JW today. I think his brothers getting lesser and lesser liao. WAHAHAHAHAHA.. ehh.. hope he will find the one he is looking for now. =)

Lance is turning over a new leaf. Hahaha. Hmm.. actually he also not that bad.. he just like to promote evil stuff plus abit of tiko-ness and la-sup~! Other than that, okay la! Lols.

I am confused and lost. Hahahaa. I am alone and I must learn to be independent. =) Sometimes I wonder, should I thanks GOD for giving me a chance to experience so much at my age or should I feel sad about all the things that've happened? But no matter what, I think is a bliss for me to meet Din. He really important in my life. As in, he really did alot for me. I cannot say that I am a DAMN faithful person. In fact, I fell in love quite easily. But I will be responsible over my relationship and I wun do anything that would let my another half down. Hmm.. I guess is a test la. I still love him dearly now. =) Nobody knows what's going to happen tomorrow. I just know that I love him 100% today. And hope that I will love him 100% tomorrow. And everyday will be a routine.. till I found a reason to end it or something happen to end this routine. Hahaha. People don't misunderstand. Nothing happen between me n din. I guess I am just being random. Think too much I think. Maybe because Papa move out le ba.. Is okay~! I still got my policeman brother at home protecting me. HAHAHA. A very 勉强 de laughter. Arrrggghh.. I don't know la. Life is problematic. I once said that LIFE stand for Living In Fucking Emo-ness.. =)

Tomorrow will be a happy day. Going TAKA fair with baby Xavier. I love him and he love me. =) Baby is the best. Nothing to worry. Wake up.. play.. cry.. eat.. slp.. wake up agn.. eat agn.. bath.. eat one more time.. den sleep. carefree man! He is like an emperor la! Once he feels emo.. he cry.. and everyone will crowd around him and find ways to make him happy. Nabei.. Like 小霸王!! He rules everything la. His crying does all the work. I want to be a baby! Hmm.. but I think I want a baby more!! My maternal instinct is rising.. I can picture myself taking care of my baby with my husband and enjoy every minute of it. Hahaha. I knew I am a very traditional woman all along. I want to get married and settle down and have baby and take care of my husband and baby. Hahaha. =)

我疯了!
bye..