An unlucky day.

I went out of my house thrice, went back home thrice, went to school twice by cab. Hahha. And everything only happen in less than 3 hour. All thanks to Mr Nee.

Supposingly, we should be FINISHED with our beloved FYP by today. But our dearest Mr Nee decided to play stun. Arrgghhh!! The luckiest thing today is that I forgot to bring our logbook out. I called Mr Nee hoping that he will allow us to hand in the logbook tomorrow and never did I expect to hear a "slight change" from him. Cus Mrs Leong and him got a meeting until 4pm so they decided to postpone our presentation to next wednesday. And I called him at around 11pm. If I were to bring our logbook and never call him at all, we will be waiting like some blind doggies at T232. He never even call us earlier to inform us! We already in school with everything READY~ Wearing our formal attire and rehearsing our presentation.

HOLY SHIT!
Another week more for FYP to be over.
Hope everything will turn out well on next wednesday. Everyone bless us~ Thanks Julie and Polly for the good luck message in the morning. The message was too early for me to read and when I got the time to reply in the afternoon, Mr Nee's "slight changes" made us SIAN HALF totally. Hahaha.

My mesh bag!! Hehe.
Hmm.. Anniversary coming up.
And I think I've it all plan up. Haha. I think we will be having Sundanese Indonesian Restaurant and enjoying the duck tour in the evening. Shall go and check out more about the duck tour.

Next wednesday after presentation we shall have HOTPOT at suntec city! Dinner buffet!! Geraldine is coming also! Yeah. Kelvin, in case you wonder when did we decide on the HOTPOT, it's today evening when Delphine and I walked past the HOTPOT restaurant. Hahaha. Hope you are ok with it. Double soup base, so not spicy de. =)

Hope tomorrow will be a better day~!
Looking forward to see my Muhammad at night. Hehehe.
Hope he won't have to extend his tuition again. =X

Anyway, fyp is onli Final Year Project. No matter what, all faggots will be my BFF! Hahaha. Whatever is over will be over. So don't bear grudges, don't think too much, don't misunderstand and just stay as BFF!

I miss Larry!
Meeting up coming saturday! Woohoo!! Can't wait to see his botak hair. Wahahaha!
Miss Yixian too. Haha. Our best sista~! Hope Edah will let me off earlier on saturday. I shall try to cyco her~!

Say goodbye to my Panda Eyes!!
My dark circles are really horrendous now~! Hais. Julie and Polly, we are the DARK CIRCLES SISTERS. =(

The entry below is not POSTED by me.
It's by Khim Yong.
=)

delphine is cute!! muahaha :)

Running nose..
Sneezing non-stop..
Swollen eyes..
Feverish..

All thanks to the downpour on Monday morning!
I can't even remember how many panadol have I taken.
But I am still so sick la!

Hais..
Can't believe I went to work with my puffer fish eyes today.
Life is sad.
And I hate Lance Pek Chao Yu!!
You are a sex maniac!
And I am not UGLY!!
FUCK OFF YOU DESPERADO!!

And thank you BABY!!
My Muhammad is always so 嘴硬心软!
He always scold me but at the end of the day he still loves me so much.
I don't know whether am I too easily contented or not.
I only know I am contented with what I have now.
Thank you Din.
=)

I finally got the chance to meet our lovely Priya today!
Surprisingly, she was in the office and happened to be a good mood.
No retest for my MST.
But neither will I get zero for that.
Hahaha.

Next wednesday will be our FYP presentation!!
So scary!!
Hahahaha.
Once FYP is over.
All reports are done.
28 Aug exam.
And I will say BYEBYE to Singapore Polytechnic!!
Hehehe.

After saying goodbye to SP, it's time to say HELLO to working life.
Unlike guys, they still have 2 years more for them to slack and think about what they really want in future.

People always say, cherish your school days.
Cus it is the most happiest period of your life.
黄金年华
There's nothing for you to worry about other than studies.
And it is so damn true.
No student in this world will understand this theory until they start to work as an adult.
You will only get to feel it when you are at the verge of leaving school and entering the working society.
So many things to think about.
=(

Argh~~
I am so confused.

Just finish watching Forensic Heroes 2.

Nice show.
Definitely worth watching.
Hahaha.

Can't believe I spend 2 off days to finish watching this 30 episode drama.

My next drama shall be 金石良缘.
My favourite Linda Chung is the female leading artist!!!
Wahahaha!!

钟嘉欣，加油!!

=)

I hate pelvis ultrasound scanning.

It is a total disaster.

I went for an ultrasound scan for my kidney and pelvis area and it sucks to the core can! First, they scan my kidney. I laid sideway on the bed and the nurse kept pressing and rolling the thingy on my waist there. It is so fucking damn TICKLISH!! I feel like shit but I kept laughing. I hereby announce that tickling someone is one of the most cruel torture you can ever do to anyone. And I got to go through this torment TWICE cus every normal person has TWO bloody kidney!!!!

The worse is yet to come!

After that, they want me to drink till my bladder is FULL. Look at the word carefully, is FULL ok? And the worse of all worse is that I got myself a trainee nurse. My GP is right, the main difference between private & government is that, you will have to risk the chance to get a trainee to attend to you. And suay enough, I got myself a lovely trainee. I admit that I am quite paiseh about giving her a hard time for scanning my kidney as I couldn't tahan the tickling. But she really makes all my nerves turn green when doing the pelvis scan for me. My bladder is already full and she still kept making mistakes. OMG! I heard the senior nurse said that pelvis scan cannot take more than 10 minutes cus the patient is doing it will a FULL bladder. Which also means that my urine is almost filled to the brink already!!
And the most annoying thing is that, they HAVE to use the scanning thingy to PRESS HARD on my pelvis area. HELLO!! My bladder already full and cannot pee, must hold it there. Then still want to PRESS my pelvis area. I thought I almost urine on my shorts! With all the mistakes she done and all the reprimandings she got from the senior nurse made the whole scanning last even longer. I really feel like screaming out and ask them to make it fast but I didn't. Cus all I can do is fully concentrate on HOLDING my pee!!!

Hahaha.
Unpleasant experience.

Evita Peroni Crazy Sales.
I reserved a hell lots of hair accessories.
I am an idiot.
Hahaha.

Finally, I am done with everything.

I am dead beat!

Hahaha.
Geraldine is right.
The only thing I like about wordpress is that it can have password protected entry.
Lols.

I have so much things to say.
But I don't really want everyone else to know.
I am not saying that you guys want to read it very much.
But there's just no privacy here.
Lols.

Whatever it is, I will not switch back to wordpress!
Hahaha.
Maybe I should keep a diary.
=)

Gosh!
I am talking nonsense.
I must be too tired.
I WANT to wake up for Ms Wee's class!

Hais..
Have to take my LOA from Priya.
Wonder what she will say when she see me.
=)

Hais..
Nowadays money is so hard to earn..

Giving birth to a baby really will cost u a BOMB!!!
Hahaha.
But whatever it is, everything is worthwhile.
No matter how tired my brother is, when he came back home and see our lovely Xavier, he will smile so sweetly.
Hahaha.
Never see him like this before.
People change after experiencing different events that happen in their life.
My brother is no exception.
I wish little xavier will grow up to be a healthy kid!
I realise that I must go up to my brother's house everyday to see Xavier.
Seeing him everyday is like a daily routine for me now.
He is so adorable. =)
Look...
Feel like kissing his cheeks every now and then.
Hehehe.
I think Muhd want to carry him very very much.
But till now still no chance to carry him.
Lols.
I also haven't carry him yet lo!!
He is only 10 days old.
Hahaha.
Seem to be so fragile to me.

Sadded.
I can't make it for Saturday 4B's gathering!! -.-
But is ok.
I can look forward for Monday gathering with the Blacks & Browns.
Hahaha.

Oh ya!
Larry is going in SOON!!
Lols.
All the best.
Our Father Faggot Frog.
Know you enjoy yourself on Saturday.
I promise there will be more good food treats soon after you book out.
Don't worry.
=)

I love my Fakhruddin.
I miss him.
Muacks.

Change a new skin.
Love it to bits.

July is already here but the I still can't taste the sweetness..
Hais..
Afterall, it's not really a sweet july..

Life is getting harder and harder each day..
I am getting more and more tired..
More and more things to do..

=)

知人知面不知心
Never trust sweet talker..

I love my Muhammad so much..
Though he is not really caring towards me and not sensitive enough to realise my feelings promptly..
But still I am happy I am with him..
At least, he is very good to me genuinely..

I want to be with him forever..
Hehehe..

FYP is going to be over soon!!
Yipee!
Lovely August is coming my way!

I know my words have hurt you but it is all for your own good.
You must learn to protect yourself and love yourself before you are fit to love someone else.

You always like to compare.
Compare with me, with her, with them.
Everyone in this world has a role to play.
There is no main character role.
Neither is there any supporting character role.
Each has their individual role that plays a BIG part in their own life.
Don't live in the movie of others.
Be yourself and film a movie of your own.

You ought to think through.
Life is not about A B C.
It's about A to Z.
About every single thing that happen in your life.
Every single thing that brings you joy or tears.
Live it the way that it should be and stop staying that way.
Stand firm and stay strong.
The worst will be over soon.

Raining day is moody and dull.
But the rainbow after the rain always bring joy and smile to us.
=)
Believe in yourself and rainbow will come in your way soon.

Never believe in anyone else other than yourself.

Not that kind of really believe but you just can't trust anyone to do the things that you want it to be.
Never believe and entrust anything to anyone else.
Sometimes even your closest spouse also.
Nobody can fulfil what you want exactly.
Sometimes, even worse.

That's why I rather snatch all the things and do it on my own instead of asking for any help from others.
Life is not easy.
I guess this is the most exhausting period of my life throughout the past 19 years.
Everything is push to me, me, me and still ME!

Taking care of baby is such a chore!
But being the only girl at home is WORSE than that.
Workload never seems to get any lesser but just more and more.
Nothing seems to be right.
Everything is turning into the opposite way that I want.
I am not made of steel man!
I need a break.
But at least I willing work hard for my baby nephew.
My little prince.
Grow up and be good.
I will dote on you and always give you the best.
No matter how tired I am, I will still take good care of you k?
Don't worry.
=)