Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Finally.My lovely Toshiba lappy.
Love it to bits.
It is as fanciful as Vaio or as stylish as Macbook.
But I just love Toshiba.
Hahaha.
I trust it for its durability.
Hope it wouldn't disappoint me. =)
Toshiba laptop = $1599
I got a Nikon Camera, Canon Printer and some laptop accessories for free. Hahaha. *Contented*
Yesterday is Fathers' Day and I totally forget about it.
I am so sorry, Papa.
I am so wore out.
I need to work, doing household chores and finish up my FYP Report.
Other than that, those miscellaneous things also need me to do.
Apart from that, I need to spend time with my boyfriend and friends also.
I really don't understand why they love to push everything to me.
Luckily I am having my holiday right now.
If not, I really doubt I have the time and energy to do all the things they want me to do.
I hate going back home.
Home = Loneliness
I felt that I am living alone.
I never get to see them.
Not even on weekends sometimes.
They are always busy working and he is always busy hanging out.
They love to assume that I can do it, I have the time to do it, I ought to do it.
He only cares about himself and he treated here like a hotel.
A hotel that is FOC. A hotel with free cleaning and laundry service. A hotel owner that pay for his everything. A hotel that he have maid to demand for all his needs. A hotel that he can bring anyone back home up to his own likings.
No one ever speak up, including myself.
I don't wish to create any conflicts between anyone of them.
I don't wish to see him yelling at him.
I don't wish to see him complaining that no one cares about him.
I really don't understand why is he like that.
24 years old and all he knows is to push blames to everyone or everything else.
He never care about anyone of us.
He simply don't give a damn.
He continued Papa's phone plan and get a new phone for himself and left Papa to use an old and spoiled phone. The plan belongs to Papa and Papa had been paying it himself, he never even bother to ask and just go ahead continuing the plan and get a phone for himself. After that, he just simply enjoy using the new phone and never even try to get a new phone for Papa. He don't feel a thing, he don't even care.
Soon after that, he signed up the Mio Plan and get another phone for FREE. When Papa asked him if there is any free thingy for signing up the plan, he answered "NO". What the fuck! He just kept quiet and used the new phone. He never even think of giving it to Papa. He is just so fucking selfish.
He went to Bangkok and never even inform Papa about it.
He has money to buy a new car but no money to pay his own school fees and asked Papa to pay his school fees every month. He bought the car and fetch Papa to work for less than 2 weeks and use the car all for himself now.
He always go clubbing, drinking and bring his different ONS home.
He is just so bloody disgusting and indecent.
He always claimed that he is busy while he only work 2 days and off 2 days.
He is always busy entertaining his so-called friends outside and never even bother about his own family members.
He knew my computer is down and I need to finish up my report but he still happily bring his laptop out everyday. So what if he let me know his password, I never get the chance to lay a finger on it.
When I wanted to buy a laptop using his credit card during April, he told me to wait till IT Fair for better deal. He is just so hypocritical. He never even want to borrow me his card at all. He is just buying time. In the end, it is still big brother who borrowed me his card. I know big brother wanted to get a laptop himself too but he borrowed me money to buy first and don't have money left to buy for himself.
He have so much free time to go out to have fun but never have time to visit ah ma. Ah ma kept asking about him and he never even call ah ma once.
He came home only to sleep and eat. After eating, he left all his crumbs on the table and never clean it up.
Papa asked him to go down to the shop to help, he brought a girl along and help for less than 3 hours and went off.
People always put their family as Number 1. But I only see us ranking the last in his heart.
I really hate him.
I don't understand why is he my brother.
I wish he could open up his eyes and look back and realise what a jerk he has been all along.
If not, I hope he can marry any ONS of his asap and fuck out of our house.
We don't need him at all.
He is working and earning and never contribute to anything for the house.
Papa is the one paying everything right now.
Instead of giving Papa's allowance, he even take money from Papa to pay his school fees.
And I am quite sure he is taking more than what his school fees need.
How I wish I can stop doing all the things for him.
I really wanted to stop washing his clothes, cleaning up his room, clearing up his shoes.
But if I really do so, Aunty would have to do extra work.
I am not doing anything for him but for other people in my family.
Soon, I would forget that I have a fat brother and just remember that I only have a big brother.
Baby is at Egypt now. But he still send me sms everyday. =)
Thank you baby!
I need you to be by my side to stay strong.
Meeting Yixian out this coming Saturday! Lols.
Can't wait to see him sia.
I am really looking forward to Saturday.
It is just not the same without him around us.
Less meeting up.
Haha.
Cus he is always the lonely soul that organise to meet up everytime.
I miss our Fat Fat Yixian!!
I miss my buddy!!
Hahaha.
See you soon my friend!
Oh yeah! Sinying is BACK!
Haha. So sweet of me to go fetch her from the airport when I am so sick. *Self-proclaimed*
She never change much. Still as pretty as before and still so tall. Haha.
Abit bit chubbier though. =)
Hahaha.
So sad. I cannot go out with them today. Hais.
I need to celebrate Fathers' Day with Papa.
Sorry girls.
Working at Marina Square tomorrow.
=)