Sunday, June 22, 2008
Mysterious love bites..
Today morning wake up.. don't know why got some red red marks on my neck..
Red marks that look like love bites..
Strange..
I don't want anyone to intrude into my house!!!!!!!!!!!
I don't mind you want me to wash this wash that.. clean this clean that..
But can you just let me stay in my house alone..
I don't give a fuck whether you all coming home to accompany me anot..
I don't give a fuck whether am I always left alone at home anot..
I don't give a fucker whether am I cleaning up all your shit job anot..
Just leave me alone k?
If you all don't want to come home and help me so be it..
I don't need help from anyone that is not in this house..
Can't you give me sometimes?
I need to work..
I just finish my FYP Report, trying to start on my FYP ppt..
I having MST next week and I haven't start studying at all..
And I still need to go home wash your clothes.. hang your clothes.. fold your clothes.. vaccum the whole house.. mop the whole house.. wash toilets..
I am not made of steel..
I am a mere human being..
I called him.. told him about what happened..
He only ask me to go Macdonald to study or close in my room and ignore them..
Why he never thought of coming to my house and help me?
You say you miss me..
Miss me then you still rather to laze around at home than to come meet me..
I already told you I am not meeting you on Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday..
You still can say nevermind lo..
Next time then meet..
-.-
More than a week never meet liao..
Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday don't meet..
Then will be 2 weeks liao!!
All lies lo..
Say you miss me very much at Egypt..
You really miss someone then you wouldn't want to see that someone asap de meh??
You can play soccer with your friend but cannot come meet me for lunch??
At orchard only.. not boon lay leh..
And you are staying in fucking PAYA LEBAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Arghh..
So tired of you and your idiot excuses..
You say you worry about me going back home late at night..
Then why aren't you sending me home leh?
As in.. if you really worry so much.. you would have come over to meet me and send me home lo.. and not complaining that I never follow your so called curfew..
It's not as though you are working or studying..
You are practically slacking at home..
I am so tired..
Tired of every single thing that is happening in my house..
Tired of my brother and everything else..
Tired of my boyfriend not helping me..
All he can say is.. "what to do? no choice what? don't know why your family liddat also.."
I don't know should I laugh or cry..
Another coffee house = more things assign to me..
I am not the maid at home..
My priority is school work.. not housework!!
Housework is just about doing cleaning up at home..
It includes alot of things k?
Burn disc for them.. buy things for them.. check things for them.. advertise things for them.. pay bills for them.. organise things for them.. i even have to pass message for them..
What is the use of the advance technology now?
Handphone for what?
3G for what?
Everything also useless de..
The only way of communication is through me.. me.. me.. and still me..
Where are you?
My guardian angel..
Or do I have one?
I just need some help..