Lols.
Larry that Crow Mouth!! His words almost came true last night until my dearest Muhd finally speak up.

"Could you give me one more chance to treat you nice or you really want to break up?"

Hehe. Of course I choose to give him one more chance la!! He is my life and everything.

I remember what Larry told us about that thingy at Balcony and it is really true. Sometimes, it is good to initiate a break up at the right point of time. It is not meant to threaten your another half but to let him/her know that it is really enough. =)

Whatever it is, I am happy for now and he is also. I hope this happiness will last forever and not just empty promises from him again.

I told him "Your 'promises' and 'sorry' are just superficial words that doesn't mean a thing." and he feel so remorseful.
Lols.

Larry oh Larry, you are a genius! =)

He went to MOS again last night.
Today morning 11am then reach home.

I am not against him going MOS but I somehow think that he changed. He used to rush home for prayers after going clubbing. But this time round, he stay out one whole night and even cancel his tuition class today. Hais. Hope he is just being playful once in a while. Shall let him enjoy all he want before he go for NS. =)

It's 1205pm and I haven't get ready for work!
I am so lazy to work. But still I will go la. Everyday go work. Everyday wear ALL BLACK! My neighbour must think that I am attending funeral everyday. I so lazy to carry my work attire there so must as well carry everything there. Somemore I cannot carry a big bag to work cus there isn't much space for us to put our bag. The space is so crampy that even my normal nike handbag also seems to big to put there. Hais. Another boring day of work. Every store is having a crazy GSS sale while our dearest Evita Peroni has NO SALE at all. Customers always ask. Why like that? No sale. People all got sale. HELLO! I also hope I can give you some discount but I am jus a mini size donut there. Hahaha. You should ask Bill Feast, why didn't he allow us to have any sale. Lols. Working for an Angmoh boss again.
Talking about Angmoh boss, I met MIMI, my ex-lady boss. Still the same as last time. Edah say she look like Philipino ****. =x

Time to get ready to work I guess. If not, Edah will be calling me again. Hahahaha. Orchard is so far far away from my house!!! I want to work at MSQ Evita Peroni. Lifang! I want work with you. Hais.

*I don't want to go pee anymore*

Wake up.
Go school.
Go work.
Go home.

Leading a boring life everyday. What to do? Money talks. And I'm $___$ now! I need money! Soon I'll need to start working and earn every single cents that I'm going to spend. If I don't start saving a bit now, I am going to DIE after I graduate and before I get my job. So all I can do is work, work, and still work. I finally understand Larry. Especially for guy, I think they need more money to survive. Cuz is so fucking weird for them to get money from their parents at this age. So people, earn as much as you can now. But don't be too workaholic until you neglect your loved ones. Haha. Rest assured my Muhammad. I'll never neglect you no matter how hard you pray for me to neglect you for just a little while. Haha. You got to hear my lovely voice everyday and see my lovely face once a week.

I heard a story from Edah, about her friend's catching her fiance on bed with another woman when she trying to give him a pleasant birthday surprise. I know it is rather dramatic but I believe it is true. There is no need for Edah to lie to me. And I believe the boyfriend really thought his fiancee not in Singapore cus she is an air stewardess and she lied to him that she is flying on that day. A pleasant surprise for him is a painful surprise to her. Poor lady. But whatever it is, she is married with someone that is worth her love and live happily right now. Bless her! =)

21st May 08
Went Balcony with the Faggots of all FAGGOTS to watch the Champion League, Man U vs Chelsea. My apologies to Yenting. I was at work and I never notice your message. I am sorry. But is ok. My friend ask you to join us next time when we meet out. =)
Everything is quite alright over at Balcony there. The whole atmosphere is totally UP. Surrounded with all Manchester United Fans (mostly muhd). Plus a small tiny group of insignificant Chelsea Fans. They so poor thing. But I still prefer Man U, maybe because I know more players there. But whatever it is, Chelsea played well to get in the final too. =) Cheers.
The most irritating and most hated thing at Balcony is their SUPER DUPER FUCK UP SEATS!! The stupid round cushion seat with no backbone made Geraldine, Larry and I suffered from some serious back aches can!! Kelvin and Lance got the table to support their back so no pain for them. For our dearest Man U fanatic, Ser Yixian, he see Rooney wearing the Holy Man U Jersey, all his troubles and pains seem to fly away. He even dance like his idol, Rooney, and they both dance like a looney. Lols. Jumping up and down with their hands and legs in a very wrong way. Lols. Don't know how to describe, must ask Yixian to demonstrate.
I am good good girl. I resist the temptation to drink the bottle of Henekien. =) Baby will love me more this way. Wahahaha.

23rd May 08
Took the EIC test today. I kind of disagree with what the questions asked. But still, Ms Wee say do as follow. And I finished the test in less than an hour time. I don't want it either. But there is just too much disturbance that I really can't concentrate. Her students keep coming in and out. In the later part, she still allowed them to come in and they chit chat there!!! How the hell am I going to do my test that way! Whatever it is, I just hand in.

Met my dearest Muhd after school. So happy to see him and he treat me to food and then send me to work. I still don't like his attitudes. But I really love him so much. I think I shall overlook this bad points first. Shall deal with it slowly as time goes by. I already told him off last night. But when he send me to work today, he still back to normal. Arghh~~
I saw him standing outside Zara after sending me to my store and I couldn't see what he was doing. I didn't put on my specs, I can't even be sure whether is it him standing over there. And then I go nearer and he looked surprise to see me. He say he met Xin Ru coincidentally and he was talking to her outside Zara for just a short minute. >.< One terrible news.
Lovely UTI visited me again!
Oh god!
Please help me!

I really hate it. And it just never seem to go away. Maybe the doctor is right. It was too serious at first that I need to take drip cus my kidney was infected. And therefore, it takes a longer time to heal. Sad sad situation. All I can do is wait. I shall go back to my lovely Pioneer Mall Family Clinic. Let's hope that it is the female doctor on duty and it is a patient-free day tomorrow!

"The mind is like a parachute, it works best when it is opened."


1. Put the following 5 animals in the order of your preference:
Cow, Tiger, Sheep, Horse, Pig

2. Write one word that describes each one of the following:
Dog, Cat, Rat, Coffee, Sea

3. Think of someone, who also knows you and is important to you, which you can relate them to the following colors.
Do not repeat your answer twice.
Name just one person for each color:
Yellow, Orange, Red, White, Green

ANSWERS

1. Sheep signifies LOVE
Horse signifies FAMILY
Pig signifies MONEY
Cow signifies CAREER
Tiger signifies PRIDE

2. Dog - Loyal
Cat - Cute
Rat - Noisy
Coffee - Chill
Sea - Beautiful

Your description of cat implies the personality of your partner.
Your description of rat implies the personality of your enemy.
Your description of coffee is how you interpret sex.
Your description of sea implies your own life.

3. Yellow - Yixian
Orange - Lance
Red - Din
White - Meng Jie
Green - Larry

Yellow: Someone you will never forget
Orange: Someone you consider your true friend
Red: Someone that you really love
White: Your twin soul
Green: Someone that you will remember for the rest of your life

A peaceful Tuesday.

My lovely Edah decided to give me an OFF day today! Woohoo! Edah is beautiful. Since I got myself an extra OFF day, I shall be doing my FYP reports as much as I can. Friday need to show some results to my lovely leader Kelvin Ong.

Sweet July. I can't wait for July to come. By then, my FYP report will be handed in and my FYP presentation will be over! Hahaha. I can picture myself eating Marina Mandarin Hotel International Buffet with my Delphine and Kelvin. Haha.

My current status, *penniless*.

I can't believe how I survive through this 3 years of polytechnic. My life is basically broke, broke, broke!! I am going berserk if I never get this job at Evita Peroni. Haha. I really need this source of income. It is really vital to me. Haha. Once I get my 1st pay, I will celebrate with my dearest Muhd!! Hahaha. Treat him to nice nice food and bring him to wherever he want to. Hahaha. I came to realise that he is very important to me. Whenever I am at my hard times, I will think of him, need his support and comfort. Whenever I am at my good times, I will think of him, sharing all my happiness with him. Hahaha. My simple ABC lifestyle includes him in every single event! Hahaha. Life is great because of him.

Last Sunday, I did something very bad. I accidentally hurt a customer while performing a hair demonstration on her. I am so sorry, Miss. I really didn't mean it and I am NEW. Very very new in fact. So please pardon me. The boyfriend of her seemed very amused by what I did, keep smiling at me merrily and say is ok. Hahaha. But the girlfriend looked kind of pissed by her boyfriend reaction. Hais. It's all my fault. I shall be more careful next time. I still can't open up myself to do hair demonstration for the customers. It is very scary you know! First, the customer is CONFIRM a female. And female customer is the most difficult to deal with can! Especially all the customers there are those rich tai tai or high class office ladies, if not, all the cocky caucasian. Hais. Money is so hard to earn nowadays! Hard-earned money leh!! Hais.

One bad news!
Earthquake in China, Sichuan. (Anuty's hometown)
According to the Taiwan's news, 9000 dead and 10000 missing. This is very very saddening can! Hais. But one good thing to celebrate for is that all Aunty's relatives are safe and sound. Phew~~
Let's pray that more people will get rescue out from the ruins soon. =)

I shall start my 5 days work week from tomorrow onwards. For the sake of money, work hard!! Hahaha. Blue Chicken Rice, Jiafeng's birthday coming. Another day to spend my money away. This is bad. I hope I will spend as little as possible. I actually thinking of not going de. First, I can do my report and also I can save my money. But Mengjie say I very bastard if I never go. Hais. No choice go lo. Mind's cafe, happy hour, think I wouldn't spend much on that day ba. Now I am thinking whether should I go Alley Bar on graduation ceremony that day. Mind's cafe, Sakura Buffet, Alley Bar. Just how much will I spend on that day? Hais.

Need to go Jurong Point to pay my Dad's income tax liao. Again, it is another monetary affair. Money money money. Where are you?

Finally, my blogskin is done. Credit to my dearest friend, Tan Meng Jie. Hahahaha.