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Friday, June 27, 2008
无辣不欢

I love chilli to the core. Especially those belacan, chilli padi and 麻辣火锅.
The spiciest, the better.

And I made something really spicy today for my dinner.
I cooked maggi mee with sambal belacan, chilli padi, thailand chilli flakes and lots of pepper.
Hahaha.
It's been a long time since I tried to make something real spicy and I succeeded tonight!!
It is really god damn spicy can!
Hahaha.
And I really like it. =)

But my stomach seems to be protesting.
Hais.
I have already been to the toilet 7 times after eating that god damn spicy bowl of maggi mee.
Hahaha.
My retribution for satisfying my craving but yet torturing my stomach.

Din say it is not good to eat so spicy.
But it is just not easy for me to give up on spicy food.


MST finally over!!!
Yipee!!
Hahaha.
3 modules for this semester.
2 paper for this mst.

I missed Priya's paper on tuesday. I sent her an email on tuesday to let her know I will miss the paper and ask if I can have a retest and she NEVER REPLY me! I wonder who is the one emphasizing to the class that we have to check email frequently? I just don't like her. Her words are total rubbish. =x
But I still want her to give me a retest!!

TYY's paper today is okay.
I think I know how to do the calculation part. As in I really think I know how to do. But Delphine and Kelvin don't know how to do leh. Scarli, I thought I know how to do and the result come back is KNS. Lols. Let's pray hard.



雨过天晴!
Was scolded by Delphine and Kelvin for being too soft-hearted and useless.
Hais.

Yea. I admit. I forgive him easily.
But what you expect me to do?
Argue until like there is no tomorrow and expect him to piang cab down to Boon Lay while he stay in Paya Lebar, then kneel down in front of me and say sorry?
Of course not la!!
I love him leh!!
How would I bear to make him go through so much troubles and waste so much money??
Lols.
I shall just admit that I am useless can!
I am not those sort of temperamental and demanding girlfriend.
Lols.
To me, if I really think I don't mind, I will just say I don't mind.
I don't play mind games with my boyfriend.
I prefer genuine love and complete honesty relationship.
Hahaha.
Maybe because I felt indebted to him in a way.
Maybe because I felt that I let him down in a way.
I just owe him something.
Something that nothing but my love can repay back.

A part of me want to be with him forever.
Another part of me want to leave him for some reason that I don't want anyone else to know.
So don't question me what reason is that.

Visited Noor's blog.
Doubt he know I got his blog link from Junjie.
Lols.

Anyway, his English is like POWER RANGER la!
I hate him!
Hahahaha.

Quoted from his blog about what his late grandfather said.

When you love someone, never give them your heart.
When you have someone, do not hate them wholeheartedly.


I don't think I can do that.
When I love someone, I gave them my whole heart.
Lols.
I think this should be the way.
But maybe to someone that have had enough of all the sufferings from love may think otherwise.

I don't really understand what the second sentence means.
Lols.

I love Din.
Din love me.
May our love last forever.
No matter what happened in the past.
I just want to start anew.
=)


FYP meeting up tomorrow~!
Oh crap! When is it going to end??
My sweet JULY.. wait for me..